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February 21, 2005
Its what you can bear
The stars should be alligned, the moon present, the night crisp and clear, I take another drag of my cigarette, allow the epoison to null my senses, squint my eyes and push the key board, and there it is, the attempt at transformation of my thoughts, As I try to set them together, like a child, waiting to be praised, for the configeration he has made. To catch up with the scenery, to make it look better, to leave foot prints,yes yes, this is the direction we are going. I do not have to have a subject, just scattered thoughts,...it is called creative writing after all. caught the last minute of -THE HOURS, the movie again....just sat down and watched it, what stayed with me was the phrase: "it is what you can bear" , Laura Brown says, and also what Virginia Wolf,says: " to find life, for what it is, look at it, love it, and then put it aside." . there is so much magic for me, in transmitting and comunicationg our most personal experiences, and sharing them, although you are never sure, if the reader would be hospitable, and accepting. I guess what Metal did, was courages, in painting her erotic images, Cyrus did it in a different way, you have to labor to find his image, he does not give it to you free, you have to deserve it. Well Maryam did, took her almost two hours, but she was very satisfied by what she saw. Another happy customer. Ferreydoon posted a poem for us, of his beloved Rio, and his longings, and it was satisfaying to see each of my guest rants, got comments from others beside me. Cyrus left a comment for Metal, and Metal commented on Fereydoon, I guess we have to wait for Maryam to come up with a rant or we can ask Mehrnoosh to send us one, if she is still visiting us. Yesterday, I told two of my clients, about what I do here. They asked for the site adress, and said they will visit, if they do I hope they leave a comment,....you hear that MR, and MR, B.... I wrote a piece yesterday, and first put it under Rants, and then changed it to Poems, MY RIGHT EYE,....I like it much, its a brew of everything that happened last week. Its confessional, and raw. so let me know how you regard it. Woke up this morning, with the idea for a piece, a very long piece, I have the background, but it has not come to focus yet, all in good time, I guess, All in good time...Posted by Idinraha at February 21, 2005 02:48 PM
Comments
I'm thinking about writing a rant and have already come up with the subject. It's just that I can not write as excitingly as you all do and I'm not as smart as Cyrus to come up with such intelligent puzzle. Give me time and I promise that I will write.
The subject is something that none of you have experienced and talk about it a lot. Can you guess?!!!
Posted by: Maryam at February 21, 2005 08:50 PM