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March 25, 2005

Heart is alonely hunter

A beutiful surprise, a generous allowance, so kind, I started my day at the laptop, by opening an email from my LOVE monger friend, my Fereydoon, telling me to listen, and such beautifull song he sent me,
and then Cyrus with an email, he will be on line soon, can not wait to tease him again as I do, and he also made fun of the Lonely one paragraph I wrote for the book, and what a short story this is. well my Mancrush does know that the biggest journeys start with the first steps, and as I surpeised him with the volume of my wrting in this site that he made me, I am sure he will be pleasantly surperised at the girth of my story telling. Jon, my friend and one time partner(he will deny both accounts I am sure), also paid me a visit this morning with his family, it was nice to see Beth, and the kids, apecially their daughter Joan, which I did not have the pleasure of meeting. He is a kind, generous man, who once accused me of seducing him, and has helped me plenty, trying to set me on the right course.

Marjan was telling me the other day how nicely written and very pollished was Fereydoon's little story, how she enjoyed and even wanted to leave a comment for him. So my friends do check it out, if Marjan says it is fine, it is. My new poem, SURETTES AND PSALMS IN CIRCLES, is getting great reviews, and it may set me back on writing more poetry, of course MeTal's encouragement has always been a great factor. Since the circle is completed, I like to ask all of you again for a Guest Rants, it started with Cyrus and his puzzle, which I actually sat last week for another hour to do it, but I failed, and then MeTal, Maryam, and we do accept Fereydoon's story, as his rant.
So guys, lets do it again. and who ever comes up with the first one, will get a life time supply of PEPPERATION H, Cyrus is probably the most elligable and needy in that department since I have been a PITA
to him for the longest time, only Marjan can challange him on that, since she does live with me.

Have you notice how we live a very lonely life, whether sarrounded with friends and family and even amongst the crowds, in our head we have a sole presentaion of ourselves that even at the most intimate moments, it still exist alone. This great mechanism of thoughts, and ideas, rolling within our heads, minds, we could be standing silently but inside it could be a cyclon of images, sounds, dreams, and wishes, that unless we talked aloud about every fleeting piece of it, we can never share it all. Our emotions, our visions, dreams, for us only since we may share a minute pieces of it even with our closest soul mates and friends. this self, that even in our sleeps wonders within the possibilities of dreams, restlessly looking, analysing, and wanting, our soul, the voice that we all have present in our heads. So basically we do get to share some presntaion of who we are or how we precieve ourselves, but the depth of our being never comes to be exposed, we are all mysteries, and such wonder.

Marjan is hard at work, getting all her withchery and spells in her command, brewing concusions, simmered in love, preparing dishes for tommorow night, family and friends are comming, all the usuall suspects, gonna be a big bunch of people, Fafar and her sisters,with their very international mates, Hootan, Alexandra and Ruby, Amir, Julie, Kamran, Miraneh, all the kids, Miraneh's parents,
it should be fun, if you can attend, any of you please hop over, you will enjoy it.

Posted by Idinraha at March 25, 2005 12:06 PM

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