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April 18, 2005

Beer, and warm goat cheese

well, It is quiet here, and I am restless, I am always restless, anyway called Anthony, and took him out for Launch. there is a nice place up the road, we sat down ordered beers, and lunch, he has pasta with shrip, and I had warm Goat Cheese salad. Us middle easterns always enjoy our goats warm. Anyway Anthony has a lot on his plate these days, the usuall growing pains, and I try to get him out and get him to talk and like my other Mancrush, this one does not open easy either.

It was nice, sitting in the cool air, sipping beer and talking and i reminded myself this is for him and I should let him talk more than I do. We had a nice meal, flirted with the waitress, and drank. beer, and we talked the way guys can do only with each other. For everything he is going through he is keeping cool and calm. he has a very logical mind and deals with everything based mostly on logics, not emotions, good for him, I was worried about him but he seems OK,
and in control.

The town is empty, every one is on a one week vacation with their kids, It feels like August in westport, when it becomes a ghost town.
I am asking lots of questions of myself these days. and I do not know how clear my path is, all I know is whatever comes through I will survive it. I always say we are like roaches and can out live anything.

In an hour i will go to the Gym and try to sweat out my problems a bit. My new positive attitude this morning has helped me plenty, but the a beer buz in the afternoon has made me a bit melanchaly.

Posted by Idinraha at April 18, 2005 03:07 PM

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Questioning everything is a sign of growth and it is even better than answering everything.

Posted by: David at April 18, 2005 09:34 PM

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