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April 07, 2005
better late.......
The technician took my laptop away last night to work on it, so this morning I came to the office, and no laptop, I felt so lost, did not know what to do with myself, about two o'clock I went and picked up the laptop, and have been busy ever since on the floor, so now is ten minutes after five and I got the first appourtunity to get here, HELLO
Well, well, we got some new comments, from Maryam and MeTal, thanks babes, you rock, Cyrus is still offended by my piece CROSS FIRE, and refuses to leave comments, get over it man, you bother me and I call you AN ELLITE LEFTIST, although I talked to him, and he said he is not deviated to the left any way, well my lovely mancruash as I told you
over the phone WE ARE NOT IN IRAN ANYMORE, this is a free coutry, so dont get mad get even, write a guest Rant for us and tell us whatever your heart desires. I know he is busy with the new project he is working on, and he is not home as much, so we will wait for him, My lovemonger, Fereydoon left us a massage and we talked over IM, Fafar should be back by now from vacation, and it would be nice to hear from her, and for all of those who visit and dont leave any comments, PLEASE GET OVER YOURSELVES, and your internet phobias, get in the discussions, you will be better for it.
I made it to the Gym early today, and made a record of doing a mile in nine minutes, that is a first for me in quite a while, I also did shoulders, talked to my hommies, and after the shower I found myself getting dressed with Ray next to me, Ray is gay, and he is okay with it, he is one of the sweetest men I know and if I was not so taken by Anthony he could have been my another mancrush. Anyway he is about my age, and while I was trying to put some lotion on my face, the tube exploded, and a big wad of cream was splashed over on the mirror, he looked at it and we both laughed, then he said very calmly, " Dont you wish for the days that we could do that with such pressure and volume, and I just nodded, after he got in the shower, he said I should leave the cream on the mirror and tell Anthony that we were able to work it out and left a souvenier for him, which I did, as I was leaving Ronn walked to the locker room and I could hear him laughing. You see, us men are so feeble, and a bit of laughter does a lot for us, and nothing like a men's locker room brings out the MACHISMO in all of us.
Well Cyrus refuses to discuss the two pragraphs I sent him for the book, so I did send a copy to MeTal, and am waiting for her responce.
I am not very happy with them, I think, I rushed a bit and need to go back and develope them some more.
WE had ASHEH RESHTEH, last night cooked by Akram to perfection and delivered by Marjan, it was out of this world, and Marjan is cooking me CHELOKABAB, tonight, Cyrus eat your heart out. After I got cyrus's message that he was offended by my Rant, it really bothered me, you know how much I love my MAIN MAN, but these days he is so thin skinned, I do not know what to do with him, even when I visit his site, CYCHO.COM , and want to leave a message for him, I am so carefull, it's like walking on egg shells. He is going to make me run back for therapy. Talking of therapy, I am not myself these days, My farmacist gave me a generic version and PAXIL, and it seems they are not doing what they should do, so there is an undertone of anxiety in me, and of course Cyrus with his new thin skin is not helping the situation, I am trying to get to more heavy lifting in the gym, and more speedy cardio, maybe that helps, any suggestion anyone ?
I will take donations in the form of Original Paxill, if any of you have some, PLEASE sent it over night or I might go Postal
Posted by Idinraha at April 7, 2005 05:10 PM
Comments
You like original Paxil? I'm too freaked to take it; I take herbs. Ugh - anxiety so sucks!
Posted by: Mush at April 7, 2005 05:51 PM
Well, the Fotovat Ahmadi family is known for offending people. And the only people who can handle our jokes and teasing is a Fotovat Ahmadi!! Even my friends are amazed about my thick skin. I guess being a Fotovat Ahmadi and leaving with 4 brothers that they're only enjoyment is to tease their little sister will make you a Rhinocores!!!
Posted by: Maryam at April 7, 2005 06:42 PM
What's with this Cyrus anyway? Cyrus this, Cyrus that... Screw him!
Actually, I wrote a comment to CROSSFIRE but a glitch on my DSL line prevented me from posting it. And yes, I still find it offensive. It looks like I've got to explain one way or another...
CROSSFIRE is only emblematic of a style that appears elsewhere which I personally don't enjoy - no matter who is the target of the "good-natured" slant. And while I can be more dismissive of this kind of ribbing in a verbal exchange, I find that it takes on a vindictive resonance when commited to a page. But clearly I'm in a minority of one on this - and I can accept my shortcoming in not being "with it" and not having the latitude or fortitude that your loving sister expresses. So don't sweat it... Like you say, "If you don't like my peaches"... so, as for Cyrus - we can always hope to not hear from him again! That should also take care of the Paxil craving ;-)
On another note, I'm green with envy that you are having Chelokabab. Noosheh Jaan!
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at April 8, 2005 03:31 AM
Well, excuse me, but shouln't we be properly introduced, is it MOOSH, MASH, or MUSH, I hope you are not a herb medicine salesperson, although lots of specially me, need any kinda medicine we can get our hands on. It would be nice though if you give us some information about yourself, as discreet as possible, so we can add you to our dialogue, and if you have a thin skin, you might think about it twice, it's nice to have you anyway, and wellcome.
Posted by: Idinraha at April 8, 2005 09:32 AM
well, my dear man, these were the words you used,GOOD NATURED, RIBBING, you are right that is all it is, and about your treat, not to show up in these pages, IT CAN NOT HAPPEN MAN, and you know it, DR, FRANKESHTINE, you created this MONSTER, and its up keep is with you. I know you are sorry, but whenever we got under your skin, remember WHO is saying what is said, ME, and you know there is no vindictive bone in my body, and I DO LOVE YOU, for all you are, but you have been away for so long and has lived a different life with mostly proper, polite people, who live their lives within the surfaces of politeness and indifferences. We tend to live harder, we love harder, we get under each others skin, we stimulate each others lives, and I think we are all better for it. I know it is not your style, but let us grow on you, you will like us, I promise, so what if we tease a bit, it's all in good fun, if you like to not be included in this, you can say so, and I will oblige. but this site without you, NO WAY HOZE, I WILL SHUTT IT DOWN FIRST. You know, I can be too much, but I love you enough, that whenever you were ready, as much as I hate flying , I will catch a plane and come and see you, remember I SAID, WHENEVER YOU WERE READY, but be a bit patient with your MONSTER.
Posted by: Idinraha at April 8, 2005 09:46 AM
You are welcome anytime you want to come... except don't come over now since I'm out on business travel this weekend :)
Posted by: cycho at April 9, 2005 02:07 AM
Cyrus, no you are not in minority, I am with you on that.
Posted by: Fereydoon at April 9, 2005 03:44 PM
I am curious why your MD does not perscribe you the original Paxil if the generic version is not working? Paxil is one of the main SSRI's that appears to have a component to help ease anxiety. Should your anxiety levels start to increase can you work with your MD to get a low dose of an anti-anxiety medication such as xanax, klonopin or even buspar (non-addictive, safer but slower in acting). Also the time of the day when you take your medications can have an affect. Did you know that many creative writers and immaginative people often have a case of depression, bipolar or other problem? I think that is what makes their work so unique and extraordinary - it allows them to explore dimensions of the world that the average person does not have the priveldge to enter. What do you think?
Posted by: ShrinkLady2004 at April 22, 2005 12:31 AM
Dear Shrink Lady, I think you are a woman after my heart. That is exactly what i tell my wife, I am NUTS because of my creativity. The poor woman though is getting to appriciate me after almost twenty years. They are not making PAXIL CR any
any more and that is my choice poison, and after eight years of gobbling them down, I am scared of not having them, my friend Debbie who practices PSYCHOLOGY also came to my rescue and has given me some for now, but if you have any, I am buying.
Thanks for visiting my site, and thanks for your kind comments, I hope you come back again, and sample my poetry, and the book I am writing on this site. you might find my poetry interesting since is mostly written by a women's voice.
Posted by: Idinraha at April 22, 2005 05:50 PM
hi i am new here just wana say hi to all members
Posted by: starringmoviesg at August 20, 2010 08:40 PM
HI
Satrringmovies, wellcome. we like to know what you think, something, whatever, nice to have you here
Posted by: Idinraha at August 25, 2010 03:46 PM
Just saying hello, hope this was the right section and that I will enjoy it here
Cheers
Mike
Posted by: MikeWcsg at March 22, 2011 07:18 AM