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April 19, 2005
Headaches
I get these Migraine headaches that distort my vision, first symptom of it coming is a distorted vision, I lose some of the lines, if I am looking at your face there are parts of it missing, and I know right then that I am in for a treat. The remedy; I run to the bathroom, and wash my face with cold water, I pour some over my head, take three advils, and drink plenty of water. After ward, I start seeing these Zig Zag lines in my sight, and they grow throbing and flashing, I can not see that much by this point, so I take a deep breath and try to calm down. It usually takes about ten minutes before the light flashes go away. and then the pressure comes, like my head is being sandwiched between two pieces of Iron. and after an hour or two it gets less severe. The causes of it could be different, from dehyderation,to too much stress. Just another sign to make me realise I am still alive and can feel. This morning waking up, before I open my eyes, I saw the Zig Zag flashs. Eh,just another day for a man who gets too much of everything, and still is very greatefull for all he has.
FEREYDOON, our Lovemonger has started his own site LIVE LIFE. He sent me an email, and I logged in, as ussuall his is bigger than mine, and nothing I could do about it. I am excited for FEREYDOON the gigolo is a rather private man, and it would be nice to see how much he is going to show us. So please log in at the link above and drop him a comment or two. Cyrus has disappeard again, probably busy with his new site, and every day living.
In the Vatican they are trying to elect a new pope, and the media sharks are circling, trying to outdo each other in accusing the new candidates. Don't you think we have too much media in our lives? I do.
I think as human beings we are not programmed to be exposed to as much as new 24/7 media exposes us to. one of the new GURUS DR, Andrew Wyatte, in his books has had recomended MEDIA FASTING, do not get yourself exposed to what you can not control, and you will live a more seren, happier life. I tried it for a while and it works. so instead of watching news, talk to your wife, and kids, invite a few friends over and have a nice discussion, go outside and walk, you will feel much better.
One of the shows that I watch whenever I can is LAW AND ORDER. all three versions of it. The writing is good the stories are intelligent and is well made TV. The last one of them I watched COVERED the whole subject of DATE RAPE. AND THERE WAS SUCH A FINE BALANCE OF SHOWING THE STORY FROM BOTH SIDE. that I could not decide who was to blame. and waited to hear the Jury's decision, and even then the writers did not let up,the man from the jury stood up and said , we find the defendent......and it faded to black. I did not like that, now I had to go over everything in my head and decide, but it was clever , very clever.
I will be drinking lots of water today and eat only fruits, I think my body is overloaded, so is my mind, and the wiring in my head needs to be examind, do you know any good electricion.
Posted by Idinraha at April 19, 2005 09:36 AM
Comments
Javad, please don't call me gigolo. I took it as a joke in the beginning and I laughed with you, but as a label, I don't like what it portryas of me. Yes, being single and over time I have met different women but there is nothing wrong with living life and mutual exploration of each other and the potentials and possibilities. I have much much respect for women.
Posted by: David at April 19, 2005 11:54 AM
well it seems recently I have found different ways to offend most my dear friends. I hear you my friend, and I will do accordingly, that is exactly what Marjan said about you after reading the piece you posted here, you are, A SENSETIVE INTELLIGENT MAN, LOOKING TO EXPLORE NEW BEGININGS AND CONNECTION WITH HIGH REGARD AND RESPECT FOR ALL WOMEN. And this coming from a woman should count a lot. SAMAN VA ETTAATTAN
Posted by: Idinraha at April 19, 2005 12:01 PM
Marjan is right but this has NOT been a NEW beginning for me but it might be new to you. You have not been with me for almost 30 years except for few vey short hours twice. Meanwhile I have only presented what YOU wanted me to present and I played the tunes in your band.
Let others express who they are (and that is if you are interested and if they wish) instead of defining them or labeling them based on your presumptions or as you like to see them or for entertainment. I know it is fun to color the world with your variety of colors, but make sure you don't paint the guy standing by the wall while you have the brush in your hand.
Love
your friend
Posted by: David at April 19, 2005 06:52 PM
I must say those two times that I saw you was very memorable and both times you so generously took me in with love and open arms, once in your home with your lovely wife and the other time with a precious gift that is now in the middle of my living room as a great reminder of love of a very dear friend.
Posted by: David at April 20, 2005 10:29 AM
Loving you has always come very easy to me.
Posted by: Idinraha at April 20, 2005 10:54 AM