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April 26, 2005

"Written on the Body"

Well found my way to the Gym this morning, looking for some release, It's been a few days now that my panties bunch up and get stuck in my nether regions, I feel so captured, feverish and restless, I know I should get bigger panties, but It would not make that much difference, and my nether regions like the closeness and the attention.

I do feel overwhellmed, like somone inside is banging against the walls, reaching and trying to get out. Debbie my red hair mermaid of a friend, got me some more Paxill, I owe her big, she is not much into poetry, otherwise I would have given her a poem. I owe you pal.

I was up late last night trying to see if I could catch another episode of LAW&ORDER, Criminal Intention, the one with Vincent Donofrio as the main lead. I love his character, and his tiks, manerism, he looks so intelligent and so damaged, I enjoy him a lot.
about 1;15, I was on the computer, checking the blogs, and found Chey's site, and left her a message, then went upstairs to sleep, woke up about three, short of breath, got up went downstairs, I guess no rest for the wicked, eh. this morning Amin woke me up at six, he needed me to help him with a drawing assignment. afterward, got upstairs, Ironing my shirt, Marjan was up, we talked for a while, the way married couple do, and I enjoy it a lot when we get in bed and just talk, just me and her. I still do not know why she puts up with all my craziness, maybe I should accept that she loves me, she does.

We had a ball over LIVE LIFE, yesterday, me and the ladies, the way I like it, CHEY, INASY, and SL, left little nuggets for each other, some funny, some poignant, Ferry is away, so we got to play, they are a fun crowd. Cyrus is away, no comments from him, Metal has been reading but not many comments, Fafar left us one yesterday, YES sweet Fafar, you will always be my friend, My S&M Nymph. the sotre is quiet, business sucks, but I have Ayn Rand to wrestle with and ATLAS SHRUGGED, it should be fun.

I have a very high recomendation for a book, WRITTEN ON THE BODY, by Jeanette Winterson, what can I say about it, I have read many books since I was seven years old, and loved many of them, but this one is MAGICAL, love strory so passionate, that it reaches you and hurts you good, look it up find it and read it. It is not a sort of thing that a man might like but LADIES, DO NOT WALK, RUN FOR IT.

Posted by Idinraha at April 26, 2005 11:48 AM

Comments

Men don't wear panties - women do.

Posted by: ShrinkLady at April 26, 2005 03:29 PM

I do, specially silk ones

Posted by: Idinraha at April 26, 2005 04:59 PM

Thank you Idinraha for the rec on "Written On The Body", I like the title and will look into this book,,,the title reminded me of this quote,
"In this world love has no color----yet how deeply my body is stained by yours." izumi shikubu japanese poet (974-1034).
It was a ball over at LL's yesterday and I am glad to be able to nurture my playful side,,,,with a kindred soul such as yourself. About 'my site' ,,,,'''''it is all so experimental yet,,so when I figure out what I want to do there I'll send you the 1st invitation. I saw & appreciate what you posted for me,,but I am still a work in progress,,,can't you tell?? LOL btw,Do you listen to music at the gym? Dido 1st cd comes with me often. "it's all right to make mistakes you're only human, inside everybody's hiding something, take time to catch yor breath and choose your moment." from Slide/dido 2nd cd///// I love 'Take My Hand' lyrics so beautiful and beat is great on the treadmill,,,

Posted by: chey at April 26, 2005 05:51 PM

With frills too?

Posted by: ShrinkLady at April 26, 2005 06:11 PM

Can you write something what it feels to be a man for a change? I am feeling like a minority here ;-)

Posted by: David at April 26, 2005 07:03 PM

Oh my god! you're reading Atlas Shrugged! I love that book. I think I read it twice. Those good old days that I actually had time to read something other than scientific literature! Yuk!

Posted by: Maryam at April 26, 2005 10:23 PM

I think i do try writing like a MAN, in my rants, and once in a while my embattled muscline part shows up at some of my poetry, but I think wearing silk panties with frills ( SL is shaking her head again) does not help either.

Posted by: Idinraha at April 27, 2005 11:01 AM

Sweet sweet Chey, I think you are my lost twin sister, as cazy as I am, and as free. You are going to love "written on the body", it is Majestic. thanks for the tip on the poet I do not know of but will make the effort to remedy that.
Dido, I love the simplicity of her lyrics, all her songs are fetching. " when you 're stoned baby, I am drunk......", " If you wont let me fall for you.......", ah, she takes me.........
About your site, if you needed some help let me know, I come up with craziest ideas, but it seems you are quite capable of that yourself. Rock on baby......

Posted by: Idinraha at April 27, 2005 11:12 AM

The frilly knickers are quite a confession and you wear them so proudly. I guess there is a feminine side of you that you constantly try to embrace and you're man enough to admit it. I wonder what would be more maculine? Would it be the act of snorting, spiting and scratching? Acting cold and stoic with feelings? I think what makes your site so inviting is the willingness for you to bare your soul and that openess makes us safe and trusting of you. There are two sides to the whole process - one is that you are comfortable with yourself to share and then on the other side, the shamelessness could suggest some boundary issues. Moreover, are you speaking out to people to share your experiences, to ask questions or learn about us???

Posted by: ShrinkLady at April 27, 2005 12:04 PM

Can you write something what it feels to be a man for a change? I am feeling like a minority here ;-)

Posted by: David at April 26, 2005 07:03 PM

Psssst,,david''' why not finish your disco-babe-in-rio-piece and balance out the minority by flexing your male muscle, I think you enjoy muscle-flexing more than you are willing to let on....just my thoughts
chey's evil twin (heheh!!) Javad, I know you won't post this,,,, but I just had to get it off my chest, & no whispering it in his ear either,,!! LOOOOOOOOOOL Oh dear I needed that^^

Posted by: chey at April 27, 2005 12:39 PM

The only problem is findinf frilly nickers in my size, if you have any send them over, I like colofull ones with little flowers on them, please no Rayan,my nether regions is only used to the best. my dear SL, my brothers used to call me a POOF, since I liked pink shirts, used to make dresses for my sister's dolls, and did not like to fight, but I have always known who I am, and have been very comfortable with my sexuality. I LOVE WOMEN, you can ask my wife, she should know.
Although in my heart of hearts I do think that some of it is to attract women also, since I am a smart wolfe, and a carefull lover. Boundry issues, heh, I don't know can you expand on that one, and yes I love to know about all of you, so tell me, tell me

Posted by: Idinraha at April 27, 2005 12:45 PM

Chey, you are so deliciously AWFULL, but we love you her, do nto hold back, it might choke you, we need a bit more of spice, and silliness in our lives, and I am sure both of us would love to oblige.

I think you have a deep crush on my buddy FEREYDOON, so better do something about it, and ket the water spill where it may. just a suggestion from your evil siste

Posted by: Idinraha at April 27, 2005 12:53 PM

Crush? Paaaahleeeeese,Mr.I'll-watch-you-LiveLife and this American-babee don't even breathe the same air'''',,,,''''QQ How could I, someone so free and open ,passionate warm & outgoing be attracted to such a dry piece of toast who puts his socks on in the darK!!! Oh rEaLLy??? you think 1 wink from his good eye & I get all a quiver inside, well 1st he's tooo old for me, 2ndly he prefers to watch & I am looking for an active participant,,,,,,and 3rdly well,,,,Ill get back to you with #3...........
PS ohhh youuu little rascal that lives inside Indinraha^^Javaddddd you are a mischievious sort of imp aren't you,,,who gets all giggly at the sight of heightened emotions & who can't keep a secret to save a life and ....................

I think we were separated at birth!!!
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL
No, the truth is that I secretly adore the young man that is david ......in a fatherly kind of way,,,,and when he needs a push with that wheel chair why I'll be there!

Posted by: chey at April 27, 2005 02:19 PM

I am glad you are holding back, but spit it out, YOU ARE ANGRY WHEN YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL, you are right I am giggling,you should be fun to fight with, do you through things when you get GRAGRA, I can see you going for your shoes, thank God I am nimble,...... and remember my scratching young feline, I am posting you here, so you have to leave with it.

Posted by: Idinraha at April 27, 2005 03:31 PM

Idin^Ja,,,high heels incoming----> 'duck' LOL no no no !! "there is not a fighting bone in my glorious body." These posts have all been tongue-in-cheek and a valiant effort to get the 'bear out of the woods' so to speak,, but sometimes it takes more than a pretty red ball for our special bear to play,... sometmes broken zippers & super glue are needed. sometimes one can sit very still all day with a jar of honey,,,,and still no bear. If one came up behind me right now I'd jump a mile,,,,shhhh, I hear something.

Posted by: chey at April 27, 2005 06:55 PM

Indinraha, should you find the need to obtain frilly knickers there are many stores that carry them such as Victoria Secrets and most departmental stores. However, if you are looking for larger sizes then there is a store called Lane Bryant. Of course you can do to Fredricks but that is very sleazy and you might not like it since I do not see you as well suited in such a place. Of course you can always look online. Cotton if the next alternative to silk since you don't want unnatural products against you skin - makes you all sticky and sweaty if you plan to work out in them. Also I don't think they make undergarments in rayon since it's not a machine washable product unless combined with 30% polyester. No, you are not poof for what you do - you are a very sensitve and caring man that relates well to and understands the female pysche. And your understanding is not to "bed" a female but to apprecite her and that is only what a true man can do. Also, have you seen Alfie? The new one? He wears a pink shirt and mentions that only the right and confident man can get away with it. As for making dolls clothes - you like to sew? You have the makings of a great fashion designer for women and the best are those who understand women and what they want...Now wasn't there a film with Mel Gibson with a similar title???

Posted by: ShrinkLady at April 27, 2005 07:41 PM

Dear SL, thanks for your comprehensice catalog om unmentionables, you rock, I think FEDERICO FELLINI, was the man that truly loved wome, you see it in 8,1/2, and m0osty of his other movies.
Casanova on the other hand was border line hemosexuall that by claiming women he used to degrade them, and I hear he was kinda small. Picasso did not love women, he was scared of them,but needed them at the same time. is Human being really programed for fidelity ?

Posted by: Idinraha at April 28, 2005 11:13 AM

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