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April 09, 2005
Saturday Morning Live
Amin, woke me up about 7:30 this morning, asking daddy can I take a shower with you, I said fine, give me a bit of time, and we will take a shower together, I used to showert both my kids myself as infants and toddlers, up to maybe two years ago, sometimes even three of us, Kiana , Amin, and I would gfet in the shower, and half an hour later after lots of sillyness, and goofing around, I would send them out clean and fresh, it was fun but exhusting. The guy we bought the house from was heftier than me, so our showers are over size, and comfortable even for three.
Before I knew it, Amin was running around the house naked, with his Doodol (penis) in his hand, scaring Kiana, very soon they were both back in the bedroom with Kiana complainig, it seems Amin, had gone to Kiana's room when she was playing with her Karioki, and Kiana had jokingly brings the michrophone next to Amin's butt, and he had one handy, and he Goozed(farted) in Kiana's michrophone. Kiana was moaning and groaning that Amin messed her michrophone, and Amin was laughing devilishly, proud of the power of his Gooz. I told Amin to settle down, and got prepared to shower, when Kiana found out that Amin was going to shower with me, she wanted to join in, thanks god, Marjan came to my rescue and screamed from the other side of the house
Nobody is going to shower with anybody else, so the law was laid, and everybody settled down, Amin went to shower, I went downstairs to get my clothing ready, and Kiana went back to her room, Wow, that woman is powerfull, one scream and everything was back to normal.
After we all showered the kids came to the store with me, so this way marjan would have a day off to herself. Once at the store Kiana set her shop by the door, with a little table and chair, presenting variety of chocholate bars for sale, wrote a sign,CANDY FOR $ 1, and sat waiting for customers. Of course I had to buy one for Amin, one for Kiana, and Grandpa Ahmad also bought one.
I think I found out the source of my underlying anxiety, and I know how to fix it, you see I expect too much from myself, and if I even deviate a bit from the right passage, the guilt would take over and makes me suffer, so no more deviations for me, I know I would miss it, but I have myself to answer to.
March 27th was my dad's birthday, he is seventy eight years old and we did not celebrate his Bday, since we were in the middle of grieving, so I suggested to my mom that we should do that tommorow night when we get to gether over her house, she reluctantly agreed, I just need to tell my sieblings, so they bring gifts, it would make him happy. I have lost six pounds so fare staying sober with not much sugar, and carbs, moderation, working out and sleeping at Munch times.
My face is coming to focus bit by bit.
I have been offered a good business appourtunity, and if I do it right it should be very good for me, I am in negotiation with the other parties, and have asked my friend Jon to watch over me, and keep me in line, so pray for me and wish me luck. Tonight we will be eating dinner over Akrams house, it should be fun, and tommorow night over my mom, LIFE IS GOOD
Posted by Idinraha at April 9, 2005 12:30 PM
Comments
hi javad joon, I'm back!! Nice to be home again. Now I'm gonna read what I missed so far. c u babe.
Posted by: fafar at April 11, 2005 09:34 AM