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May 20, 2005

A Rich man

well, it was an advanturous morning at the Gym, I sure know how to stir trouble. LD, has dyed her hair black now, which makes her pocelain complexion stand out more, I complemented her on that, she is so restless, and interesting. I caught Andy at the locker room, he was between clients, and I was standing naked, getting ready to shower, Rob was there too, so I asked Andy, if he is gonna help me shower, and wash my back, " Washing your back, or going for breakfast, hmm, choices, choices," Andy said, to which I responded" in either case you will have something to eat", he just shook his head, smiled, and said" you better take your little thing, and take your shower", I was offended" Andy, are you trying to tell me something, do not knock it before you try it", I said, " you Americans are always so obsessed with the size of everything",I continued, as he left the locker room.

I took my shower, and was drying off myself when RON walked in, we had a little conversation, and I asked him " Ron, have you ever been proposed by another man, and if you would , will you be calm about it, or you might get violent", He stopped, looked at me a while smiling, and said" No, I have not, and it should be Ok, if I ever get one", I responded, " actually I personally would feel flatered", and continued telling him, about this executive at GE, that long time ago had a crush on me, and bought me a ticket to go to Paris with him. we talked a bit more and then he left while smiling.

You see it is harmless fun, just ribbing, and passing energy by talking, just confirming each other's brand of being with humor, and they are both good sports about it. Also the fact that they know me, and they know my wife and kids make it easier for them to put up with me, and my crazy ways.

Yesterday I was lucky enough to connect with my teacher from workshop courses in poetry I had taken twelve years ago. I called her, and she called me back. She was very wellcoming, and remembered me well, asking me if I still write poetry in women's voice, and was surprised to hear about my site and the volumes of my writings, I gave her the adress to the site and asked her to lo0g on. I also told her she should only read my poetry, not the rants , since I could be very obnoxious in my rants. She has published her first book of Poetry, and has another one in process of being published, she has a son now, and we talked about our maternal feelings too. She told me she is gonna visit the site, and you know in many ways it is very important for me to know her opinion. She was the one who opened many doors for me, thought me new styles, thought me how to enjoy fixing my poetry, how to rewrite and thighten my poems, always encouraging me. She also allowed me th taste of winning a competition, pushing me to submitt my poems, and pulled for me , so I won the contest, and it was such a high for me. She is a very gentle soul, soft spoken, wise beyound her age, and so acompolished in her poetry and writing. I bought her book yesterday, and read it cover to cover, and found so much of her in her poems, serene, wise, wonderfull, and the words the subject matter, the poems, all so filled with life and inspirations, with close observations of a soul so in touch with her sarroundings and her life, and I was so taken by them. I cherish finding her again so much, and think of it as a new blessing in the life of a very blessed man.

I think a man's life should be measured by the choices he makes, his campanion, his kids, and the friends he makes, and having Marjan in my life, my kids, my hommies at the Gym, Anthony , LD, Ron, Andrew, and my friends, loyal as you all are, my mermaid of a friend, who takes the time to listen to me, and guides me, my LiL sis Maryam, with all her affection and brohaha, CYRUS, my main MANCRUSH, who watches over me, Freydoon, the love monger(ooops),MeTal, SL, Inasy, chey, Fafar, all and all of you are represnatation of how rich my life is, and how blessed I am. THANKS

Posted by Idinraha at May 20, 2005 10:02 AM

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