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May 28, 2005
Saturday afternoon
At the begining of these pages i told every one that we will stay away from politics, and Fereydoon posted a comment that he would not be able to do that since politics specially at these times is such a major part of our lives. Well he was right and wheather we want it or not we are talking about it and we should. We agree to disagree, and we will listen to each other, and respect each other's opinions.
Amin is sleeping by himself now, as I said before and last night again Kiana and I slept on the floor of her room, till she found sleep and I left. After ward I went to our bedroom, Marjan was awake, and we talked the way married people do. There is something very intimate about such talks, although it mostly is about your children, but the intimacy of it is so satisfying. I told Marjan how I miss Amin, and feel a desperate need in me to connect to him, maybe on a different level now, but I need more of him in my life than I am getting.
He is so different now, he is a big boy, last night before we go to Julia's house he stood infront of me, majoring himself against me, he is now a bit higher than my chin, he smiled and told me he is catching up with me, and I told him soon I would be up to his chin.
This morning I did not go t0o the Gym, I have spent every mornings at the Gym the last twenty days, and I needed some time with my boy. I found him downstairs playing with his card, I sat a bit away from him and watched him playing," what are you doing daddy", he asked, " just sitting here watching my one and only son" I said. I knew I could not crowd him and I had to let him come to me. He did in a while, we talked while sitting acro0ss each other, I asked him to go for a walk with me, he did not want to, so I told him I am there to do what ever he wanted to, and maybe not doing anything at all , just talking. We agreed on a board game of Star Wars, and played for quite a while. Kiana Joined us after half an hour and soon Marjan was up too. I had found him down stairs at six thirty this morning, and I was with him untill nine. Afterward I took a shower and left.
Last night we were at Julia's house, she was celebrating Antonio, her nephew's graduation. As usuall the food was delicious, the drinks fabolous and the company fine. I had Four Margaritas, and a beer, so I was feeling no pain, but when one of the guests asked me to gou out with him to grab a smoke, I excused myself, and told him, my Daughter would not like me to do that. He said, but she id downstairs, she would not know, to which I said, she is a woman, and women always know, no matter how hard you try, they know.
I am hoping to hit the Gym tomorrow and get me sweatin, and achin after an hour or two, it would be nice, I have been drinking tons of water all day, to get myself clean inside, and it feels good. Tonight we will go over Akram's house, as we do every Saturday night, breaking bread with the same usuall suspects, it should be fine, and I look forward to it. In cidently I wrote a poem Yesterday, -HER FIRST MISTER, which has gotten a few five stars on the POETS.COM, I might post it here tomorrow, till then, see you in the movies.
Posted by Idinraha at May 28, 2005 04:30 PM