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June 20, 2005
Submission !
Last night After dinner, I was feeling tired, and spent, no energy, found my way upastairs, and soon my delicious companion Kiana was laying down next to me holding me. We talked a bit, she was tired too, it was only 7 pm, but we both fell sleep, I was up around 3 am, Holding Amin on one side, and Kiana on the other. We have a guest these days, Amir, Julia, Micheal, and Steven have left for Italy for Ten days, And David could not go, so he is staying with us. He took over Amin's room, so Amin and Kiana are sleeping with me, and Marjan sleeps over Kiana's room.
Akram and My father in law were over for Dinner, and David joined us a bit later. I get so much pleasure out of Holding my two beauties and falling sleep with them. Amin fills my arms so well, he is growing, almost the same height as Marjan. I got up at # am, went down stairs, had some fruits, watched TV a bit, and then by 5 am was back up and slept till 7;30, that is lots of rest for me, almost ten hours, I guess everything that has happened in the last two weeks is catching up with me.
On the way to the Gym, I put on my Rob Thomas's new CD, the first song is very good, kinda head banging, tapping your feet good, -THIS IS HOW THE HEART BREAKS, and the second song, I DONT WANNA BE LONELY NO MORE, is also wonderfull, so, I opened all the windows of the car, and the sunroof, and made my way to the Gym singing and dancing. Yesterday, I got a new pair of Pyjamas in light Blue, a Mouse pad handcrafted and designed by my Kiana, three wonderfull cards, and we all went for Breakfast. Happy Fathers day to me.
Today there are a few lose ends I got to take care of , a few customers, and then I might even take a walk down the beach, Fereydoon had made comments on My usage of the word Submision, well, it's my new thing, my new find, another door, as I search as always for more, I think conflicts brings agression, and aggression brings sadness, I like submission, of course, in dealing with matters bigger than us. I also like Faith, believing, I like closeness, and transparent, well some of my favorite words, but these days, Submission rules, that should make Fafar happy.
Posted by Idinraha at June 20, 2005 10:49 AM