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June 17, 2005
Submission
the river runs in the river bed, sometimes over flows, and brings the seeds that suttle in the soft nourishing river sides, yes we are evolving within the surfaces, moving in different layers of consciousness, and it has been a few days that I have been calm, actually it came to me after I wrote the poem, REACH OF SURFACES IN DEATH, it is a quiet piece, and in many ways soothing to me, once you accpet the pain, it is not your [ain any more, you find pressure in denying, stress in ignorance, so accept the pain. Once you accept dying as a part of life, as the mission of life , as a passage, then you live, no fear, no denial.
It seems I am elevated not much maube a tenth of milimeter from the ground, movements come easier, and gravity has subsided, its flowing with the spaces of the onjects and beings, within the pattern that you should, no conflict, no, no conflict, just rays of the sun, rests and solace of the nights, smiles, and clarity of happiness, it is not a dream it is reality at its most glaring lights, its kind severity, and it is the acceptance that becomes the answer, the submission, being in tune with your sarrounding moving in harmony, every step, dance like, soft shoe, cleverly quiet. and the trust of this submission, this Death that allows you life and living, this passage. Words are such little crooked tools when it comes to the vast fields of emotions and senses, think, naked, think bare, think, peace, no worries, the first clarity of the morning when thoughts are still undoene and left, and there is nothing in you but the essence of your life, your animal self, with nothoughts no worries. It the the moment of climax, the eplosions of nerve headings in clear blasts and fusions, it is bliss.
Allowing life totake you where it may, floating, hel[plessly happy, as the earth moves within its design for another day, night, just to be a part of it, a quiet , happy growth reaching for the sun........
I have recieved encouraging words from a good friend, and also my mentor, Dr B, she finds the story interesting the diolouges fine, and that takes me, I had already drawn in my head where I am going, the new carachters, the theme, the plot, and all, just have to put it in sequences and let it rip. INASY also had so many good words, and advices for me, so generous of her, I am in debt to both of them. only if you knew the satisfaction this gaurants me, only if you knew.
LIFE IS GOOD
Posted by Idinraha at June 17, 2005 02:47 PM