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August 31, 2005

In the trenches

we always say water brings light. and maybe there is purpose when it swells, and pours, claiming the lands. We are so clue less, and so vounerable within the elements of Nature, even our God seems helpless sometimes as we try to make sense of everything around us. Hanging to our latest cell phones, and computers, cutting through Atom's nuclues, searching through embryoes, we strive to reach our Gold like destinatioon within the grasp of our egoes and hopes.

And yet..... we are basicly passengers on this long journey, watching the scenery through the safety of glasses that make us feel seprated and secure. We eat more these days and still feel hungry, we fuck a lot more, trying every possibilities and positions possible and still year for intimacy. we measure, judge and even write mannuals on how to love, not knowing where the secret is , where is the gates, and who is the gatekeeper. Dreams and illusions, trances, allowing us wings to dare where we may, balancing the severity of our livings and lives. and yet we donot know how to measure happiness, how to be greatefull, and how to reach the ease we all strive for.

We purchse stuff, and then we buy some more, we even lease them to pay less, to have more, to show off, and still the emptiness creeps inside, and inside our large house we live with no comfort. we measure our worth, and feel so thrilled of our latest holding, we gamble on Wall street, looking for gold, and as much as we own on golden inked papers we need more. we measure our vulgarity, and perversion and allow each other so much of it. and the cost, its the cost, when you end up at the end of the line holding the bag even your credit reports will not save you.

And there on the day we die, we realise it all has been there to bring us here, to this point as we depart. how fast it left us, how soon we got there, are there choices on how to get there. Did we live our lives to the fullest, and what if we did not. where is the redemption, the salvation and absolution. the hands we kissed, the bows we took, the love we made, all and all crystalised in the blind dark depth of the void. yes you did live your life.

Posted by Idinraha at August 31, 2005 12:38 PM

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