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August 01, 2005
SHOW TIME
Hello,.......hello,hello, hell,,,he.....
Hmm, No one's here, do you hear, no one's here, I can here my own footsteps, I will open new windows, and I will paint the walls, the keys are changed, and that suits me so fine. The key holder is a trusted friend,............. The possibilities are so boundless, I can be more shameless, although Cyrus will not think that is possible, I can digg deeper, cut trough, say the words as they come to me, no middle class sensibilities, no, no.
There is certain freedom in this, Fereydoon can take it and Cyrus loves me enough to put up with it, he gives me emough rope, and once in a while he pulls me in, tells me to behave, and I try..........
imaqine, being able to say what you want, what you feel, wow....I can not wait, allowing myself more freedom,........
This was due was necassary, I am not posting as much as I used to with the book taking over most of my writing time, and it is so fullfiling to me,... I wish you would know, so far, only Cyrus and Fereydoon, and I have also invited Inas, she is a female but she is also a fellow writer, a generous title bestowed upon me by her, and she would understand my trespasses, my curiosity, I am sure she would, so maybe three readers...... I am fine with that, and maybe a new attitude, more abstract, more reaching, no tale about anyone but myself and the characters I create, although my two male friends are rather private, but the security of privacy may coax them to give more, and allow deeper cuts, more discovery.
This means more work for me,......I have to come up with more interesting subjects, i would even might take you to the dark side of my soul, the nightmares, the urges, yes, yes, a complete overhaul, how about that, I know by now some of you are ready to send back your passwords, and quit, but stay, be a bit daring, and soon it would be
SHOW TIME.
Posted by Idinraha at August 1, 2005 05:29 PM