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September 07, 2005
Getting there
I am drained, bear with me, I know I've been belly aching for a long time. but this is my life, and the way I live it. Today I wrote for almost four hours and finished the book that is within my book. It took a lot out of me, but it was so liberating. I am happy, happy enough to cry. I have one more chapter to write, the ILUSSION, the last chapter. you see we had the DREAMS as the first chapter, then the body of the book that Malcolm had written a long time ago, but in the Illusion Brian would be back to haunt him again.
It would be so deliciously vengefull for Brian and poor Malcolm would feel the same pain he inflicted on Brian,....I say no more. Dr, B as usuall is so very supportive. she tells me she has never been involved in a experience of such magnitude, and it has been thrilling to her. Marjan my wise beautiful wife, just wants me to finish the book and then do whatever I can to publish it. she wants me to be consistant and stay with this till the end.
Any way, I am tired. I wanna go home and rest, see my babys, bask in their love and just relax and tomorrow, if everything goes allright, I will write the illusionsssssssss. LIFE IS GOOD.
Posted by Idinraha at September 7, 2005 05:19 PM