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November 10, 2005
too much synthetic colors
Where life takes you; I need to watch some old fashioned movie, where the heroes where white hats and are honorable to fault. I am sick of all this gore, this white skins, flesh, cunts and bare asses. I like to see a new sheriff in town, a good bar fight in the middle of the senate. I like someone to dare say thing as they are with pout worrying who the fuck gets hurts. All these lies, scheming, turn my stomack, and I know I have been over exposed.
I need to shield myself, read an old book, pray a bit more and mean it, find someone I can respect and talk to them, and listen, I need to wear more grays, blacks and white, all these pretentious colors make my brain cells hurt, I am saturated, frustrated, and can not take it any more. I got to turn the TV off, the Radio, stop buying newspapers, only go on sites on Internet that I am assured of their contents, and cleanse myself of everything that has stuck on my robes. I need to eat less, fast more, play game boards with my kids, walk with my wife and sleep, and try to forget who empty all these hands are, and how lifeless all these eyes.
Or I could ask my Doctor to increase my dosage of myself medication, shrug my shoulders and just exist.
Posted by Idinraha at November 10, 2005 03:43 PM