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January 02, 2006
I am lit
I am all humid today, all aches. usually this happens in spring, when I grow taller and my skin feels the air, like a sordid lover. I am all expectations today, and I think I could love more, and I think I could stretch my skin over my bones and feel more. Wanting is so easy today, longing, I can cry easier, and laugh harder, and feel the little fusions of urges exploding within the synapses of my brain.
And I could break this mold, shed this skin and walk out like a hue that bleeds at the end of a sunset sky, I could flow, and take, like a flood, like rain, and caress the edges of surfaces, I could leap and run, let the air tangles in my hair, and the life I have within me presses further, I want so much today, I am needy, yet generous, I am breaking in small pieces, dusted by air, I am calm yet so apprehensive, like a Jin out of the bottle.
I am all stars, lighting the night, I am lit within and out, and I want so much, and I need so little,
like this life inside me wants an out, so it could roam the earth, the planets and the universe, I am so able today, and yet so little. and loving comes so easy to me, and to think you have done this to me, with a glance, a stare. I am all heaving, all skin, all flesh, and this thirst I can not abide with, I can not handle, even if I drink you in multiple glasses, and hold you inside my mouth, and down my throat, I need so much today, .....
Posted by Idinraha at January 2, 2006 05:01 PM
Comments
It sounds like your Soul shattering into a million fragments, all slicing deep into the atmosphere and into skin and flesh. A feeling induced by Spring you say, when all is growing and new. But since this isn't spring and winter is upon us, this inspiration must feel like Heaven...
Posted by: metal at January 3, 2006 03:29 PM