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August 18, 2007
I would not fly away!
Step to the right, turn around, your head high with a smile on your face, lean into her, bring her in, wrapp your hand around her waist, side by side, ...........Dance.
Another turn at the light. another stage, and this music that goes on for a brief forever. I dread the spot lights these
days, I wish for a warm afternoon, a quiet corner and a good book. Business tires me, it is so foreign to me and yet
I do get to enjoy it, and yet I always be the imposter. It can not be so complex, it usually is not, if one remembers that it is the thinker without thought that reaches the Nirvana, and the eternal Bliss.
I have to accomodate myself, walking in and out of the doors, looking in and out the windows, I like a small reality
that I could wrap my head around, somehow the extent of this journey, the majestic forever of it, petrifies me, I fit
better in snug places and quiet realities sooth me.
I have sat at this spread for so long and it has nourished me so, of its soft flesh, its raw ambitions , its delicious waters, I have consumed to my delight of all its offerings and have grown within me, extended and flowed, reached and surpassed all I expected, and yet I am hungry..............for so much more, and I know its my appetite that has kept me here, my need ............. and the price that I would pay,........... for I beleive in the balance of the creation, the creator and its creatures, and the equilibrium that keeps this earth within the limits of its orbit.........
I am exposed she told me, roaming skinless, I am exposed, with my eyes wondering and my ears perked, I am as vaunerable as I am exposed. I did not want to hear that, as excited as she was in her discovery of the opening in my skull, I did not want to know, so I noded my head and left.
You try so hard to be grounded, so you would not fly away, she chimed before I left . She was so happy with herself and I did not know if I wanted to share all that with a stranger.
Life is looking forward to something, sweet in its anticipations and day dreams, I have a full plate , a spoon in my hand and I am so very hungry.
Posted by Idinraha at August 18, 2007 02:45 PM