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June 22, 2008
abundance
To come back with abundance of the suite cases I have packed and unpacked, the roads I crossed, not taken, the candles I burned in light of so many days. I wish I could say that I have moved further, by a foot , and inch, I wish I could say I have learned , maybe, I have observed, I have seen and still remember. It is like diving in a river that flows toward infinite horizons, but it does not take you, your feet cemented at the river bed, your eyes burning, and the open invitation to another passing, another adventure, but the feet of clay and wear of time would bring realization of a certain departure a certain passage, to evolve within all there is and become, just become a part of a whole, for its the separation that causes pain and sorrow.
So I drink the water and fill up, I stand behind the ethereal skin of my eyes and watch, not see, not look I watch with the enthusiasm of a kid locked in a room watching peers playing out. I am in, and I have learned to enjoy this captivity, I have learned to await the sunrise and blush in colors of the days and sing with the murmurs of the nights and be a care taker to all my flowers as I turn the soil beneath them, find them a place in the sun and watch them grow, I have learned to assimilate within the migration of hours and coronations of the years, the Tick Tuck of the watches and clocks reminding me of the movement and motions of life. living...........
So I drink the water and let it sip inside, I surrender to the day bare, needy and vulnerable, I know the story would spill
all in due time, no haste, the words would come, and i rush to register them, I rush to chew them as I learn the magic
of this stay........................
Posted by Idinraha at June 22, 2008 02:19 PM