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June 13, 2009
Meloncholy
How would we start this
for the longest time I wondered
I wanted it to be subtle like a hurricane
I wanted to leave me in ruins with the taste
of ash in my mouth
I wanted rain showers for days
storms hurling winds, howling in the heights
mayhem, cyclones, so I could come to you
and take your breath away offering silence
I wanted pain so deep I could not inhale
an agony that comes for dinner and stays
lurking in the guest room or maybe on the couch
I wanted it present, unforgiving and clear
I wanted you to fall through me
spreading like black fever
corrupting me layers deep
so I could lay rosy cheeks with you inside me
I would have waited for you
like death or a beginning where
we could start all over again behind
closed steamed windows in meloncholy
Posted by Idinraha at 02:38 PM | Comments (0)
June 11, 2009
a casual mistress
I dont think I stopped loving you
I just can't remember how I loved you
staring out the window
I go for long walks
I was unwritten
unseen, untouched , scattered
you carried your words in
colorful boxes painted in yellows, reds
I was for the taking, bare
my life heaving beneth my skin
sutured up by holly Mary though
I could feel your breath
you took your time
poised, quiet, deliberately still
your silence so erotic as I saw you
tonging your lips in a hiss
I thought you would drink my skin
I thought you would take me, leaving
your finger prints around my nipples
as you hum sweet in my ears
you took me in a ceremonial fuck
and I learned how to love your penis
your extension in me, the way you expressed
yourself, the way you made a map of my body
your casual mistress, your absent wife
I became, swallowed whole in little morsels
poised, quiet, deliberately still inside me
as I spread my legs holding you in
Posted by Idinraha at 12:24 PM | Comments (0)