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July 30, 2010

Seclusion

The reality of moment, the truth, clear and daunting. I close my eyes ,
take a deep breath.

There is a road ahead open and inviting. there will be days drenched in
the sun and days shaodowed by cloads. there will be sunrises and sun-
sets as I pass them by the lake , showing their colors to my kids.
There would be wonder and magic there would be loneliness and pain.

I would sing every morning with irreverence with joy, and dance coming
down the stairs. there would be strangers to say hello to and familiar
faces to share all the warmth of a smile, joys of recognition and belonging.

The essence though the essence, the gift, the nectar the wonder of it all
is time spent alone, in seclusion and peace of contentment.

Posted by Idinraha at 12:20 PM | Comments (2)

July 24, 2010

The Beast

Hello my love, it has been so long, so very long, are the cherry blossoms back
all along the river bank, I close my eyes and the scent of the rive and the trees
find me. and the warmth of your skin breathing into me . you are so far yet I could
reach and somehow feel you r skin

Hello my love, time flees and takes away so much. how could I let go of your
finger tips, remember where we used to meet , the motel room by the highway,
the stolen afternoons, so much to give and so much to take, and the sadness that
sat within the room as we closed the door. and how your lips melted in my mouth
as I drank you, tore you skin and devoured you, piece by piece, morsel by morsel,
such delicious pain, such a joy , the images are so clear in a such proximity

Remember how I lived in your eyes
and how I died a thousand death, painful and morbid
every time you went away , every time I stayed, you should remember......

Its not the distance, its the urges and the severity of living
yet you should remember when you were free and I was a beast

Posted by Idinraha at 06:11 PM | Comments (0)

July 23, 2010

Days

Leaving him every morning
I follow the day with him staying behind
Like a sad lovelorn lover he stands behind the window
While I mouth him goodby and turn away

He knows one of these days
He would get to leave me behind as he follows the day
Like a sad lovelorn lover I stand.behind the window
While he mouth me goodby and turns away

Posted by Idinraha at 10:02 PM | Comments (0)

Sunrise

You come to understand and accept as you float deeper
Your eyes closed , you hear the quiet liquid muffled sound of the water
Hurling down, to the sides, you are thrown and rolled weightless
Cut from all , separated , isolated , left , alone , denied, forgotten
And then you learn to let go, realizing how everything is the way it should be
You are within the vast serenity of you, wondering but not lost, surviving the undertow
Your feet touches the sand as the water recedes
You are in the mist of a sunrise

Posted by Idinraha at 09:41 PM | Comments (0)